| Tuesday, June 20th, 2006 |
| 10:01 am |
hey so well i spoke to matty last nite and despite everyone telling me not to ring him. i rang him and it went good i think. anyway the conversation got on to sat nite at the wedding wen i ignored him and he asked me what was wrong coz he tried to talk to me and i wouldnt and he said were u upset and i said yh abit and his like i think i no why and he goes but i didnt think it bothered u that much (about how he said he wasnt really interested in me in a relationship way)and im like yh i was abit upset.(i was very upset but i didnt want to say that to him). anyway we were then talking bout wen im coming down next and i was just there yesterday and his like oh u wont be coming down for awhile then and im like nah prob next week. he said let me no when u come down and ill come ova and we can do something.??????????????????? he is so bloody confusing i mean he wants to see me. he wants to catch up. maybe im just reading it to something thats not there. but he was so, we have to catch up we have to catch up and make it a weekend coz otherwise if its a weekday i can only say a couple of hours. i just really dont understand.i was just so upset wen he said that he supposedly dosnt know if he likes me in a relationship kinda way, i cant stop thinking bout him its really doing my head in. i think maybe he is just after one thing and im thinking bout giving it to him. im ova the whole virgin thing i feel like if i dont do it now im going to be an old virgin maid by the time i do. i just no tho if i do it and im not in a relationship im going to regret it but rite now i couldnt care less i just want it gone....... Current Mood:  confused |
| Saturday, June 17th, 2006 |
| 12:59 pm |
You know things are all over the place at the moment and im really upset about it. this whole thing with matty is just all over the place and still confusing me even though we had "the talk" its so stupid. after the wedding i just gave him the cold shoulder and he kept trying to come up to me but i coudnt do it so whenever he was upstairs i would go downstairs and yh you know what i mean. i wonted to see if he would try. he did but just not as much as i wonted him to so now i deleted his number and im not going to call him. if he wants to call me thats fine. i really hope he does coz i do really like him. i asked him if he liked me and he said yes. i then asked him if he liked me in a relationship kinda way and he said he dosnt no. he said there are alot of factors. such as i live so far away and there would be alot of traveling, number 2 im a clubber. number 3 i have never really had a bf and he would have to tread carefully with me. whateva if u like someone u wouldnt care if u had to tread carefully or the fact i like to go out. he makes me feel guilty coz i do. like lastnite all i could think bout y i was out was him. oh and he asked me if i would travel down to see him and i said i would if there was something to come down to. and he said so you would spend the money and time and i said yes and he said "well i dont think i feel the same way" so there u have it. i guess the whole me and matty thing is officially ova. |
| Monday, May 8th, 2006 |
| 5:07 pm |
OMG have u realised the last time i wrote in this thing was March 11.i have just had no time whats so ever....im having so much fun at the momentgoing clubbing i mean im never really home anymore and i like it!!!!. im like in a good point in my life. i dont want it to end!!!!!!!! i mean what is there to say though. cause its been so long i have so much to say but im not in the mood to write it. but omg its looking good with Matt (the best man).......im so excited. anyway going now ca |
| Saturday, March 11th, 2006 |
| 4:01 pm |
Girl who is in a mood
I am like so frigin pissed at the moment i have been in this bad mood for like 3-4 days now i dont even no why. I wonder if its lack of sleep i mean cause im just so exhausted. Do you remember how we felt tired and sick of exams last year well thats how i have been feeling lately. At least i have 2 weeks off now i really need them. So guess what we are moving this weekend. i saw the outside of the house no wait UNIT and it is SHITT with a double T. because its a unit you have no privacy i mean the house is like right behind it and im so angrey its crap i havnt seen inside it yet but like eww. I just cant get out of this mood at the moment.anyway i cant be bothered typing any more so yh Current Mood:  grumpy |
| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 |
| 7:03 pm |
Girl being bored
I havnt written in so long, but here i am and im using my touch typing skills that i have been learning( Yes there skills).So if i make any mistakes just ignore them. thanks. Well today i got home from tafe at like 12:30 and i did nothing. It was so good. Relaxing. So anyway AMIE your 18 in i dont no how many days actually its 6 days how exciting i think i might be more excited than you. If thats possible. Nothing really exciting has been happening that you both dont already know about. Im trying to think oh the bus driver drove straight pass me this morning. so i got up at 5:10 for no reason but hey its all in a days work. So im sittting here trying to figure out if there is anything exciting worth talking about but come to think of it my life just isnt that exciting. Any way im going to love you and leave you and just leave you with these thoughts:In Florida when having sex, only the missionary position is legal.And in new york the penalty for jumping off a building is death. Now please take these thoughts into consideration as they are very important if you wish to have sex in florida or jump off a building in new york. Thank you and good night Yours sincerely LEE MCALLAN Current Mood:  artistic |
| Monday, January 30th, 2006 |
| 8:07 pm |
well today was a interesting day. i went to tafe coz it was the first official day and i got there abit early because of my bus and i met the chick from target so we started talking and that was good and then the girl that she made friends with the other day was there and so its now us 3 but the thing is the naomi girl that i was talking to on the first day is really annoying me cause shes one of those people that talk about there bf all the time and thiking there good and anyay its annoying me and she is in my group cause she asked me to but now the two friends i made today changed into my group so we could all be in the same one and i am also catching the bus tomorrow and meeting them on there...i have to get up a 6 every morning except thurs cause thats my day off yay. but now i cant get rid of this naomi girl i no thats\ sounds mean but shes not my type of person......but yh mel you have to come to phils he is telling me to convience you to come cause he really wants you to come so come.......im going to be there its not going to be that bad i mean what else r u going to do on sat night? nothing. Current Mood: indescribable |
| Wednesday, January 25th, 2006 |
| 6:13 pm |
tafe
did you know i cannot wait till i get a laptop................anyway today i went and enrolled into tafe and guess who was ther a chick from target who is doing the same course as me except i dont really no her personally just face but guess who else was ther emily grudic from hallam she wasnt doing the course her friend was but i just thought what a coincidence in seeing them and there from around here. Everything was good i got my id card my photo is alright and i made a new friend in my course her name is naomi and out of 60 people only about 20 showed up so im guessing there will be alot of second round offers and anyway out of the 20 people they are going to be split up into 3 groups and me and naomi are going to be out together so now at least i no somebody which is good,. but the thing is tafe starts monday and orientation is on friday so they dont really give you much time but thats cool cause i have been so bored at home ohhhhhh im excited but yh Current Mood:  anxious |
| Monday, January 16th, 2006 |
| 4:24 pm |
well last week was a fun week i went camping and omg amie guess what i went skinny dipping how funny anywayz as you no its my birthday in like 3 days i am like so excited can not wait....but camping was so much fun we jumped off water falls and we went sight seeing and what else did we do um.....we went swimming everyday and it was good cause i got on really well with max who is jess' cousin and we had a lot of fun and i said fuck like every two seconds oh and as you both no we had that huge fight but we sorted it out. i guess i no now not to tell her anything again........um...........i had a driving lesson today it was pretty good i have another one on friday. oh and today mum told me that there were positions in last thurs paper for junior receptionist and you dont really need any experience so im going to apply im just waiting for the tafe offers to come out tommorrow but im going to write the letters tonight and if i dont get any offers then im going to post the letters tomorrow ohhhhhhhh how so not exciting actually it kinda is but anyway enough jabbering i still have alot more to say but who has the time or room to keep typing so see ya in 3 days omg 18 im so like going out every night if i have the money that is.....oh guess what amie we have to move again im am so pisseed i so dont wont to hopefully its around here Current Mood:  cheerful |
| Thursday, December 8th, 2005 |
| 7:08 pm |
SUBJECT: me! always me! (joke) (not really a joke)
omg like i have totally forgotten about this thing. its been so long but um today i just got bombarded with all these measly shifts.though its good because i could do with the money, i want to get a car im not embaressed to drive around in....im mean yellow. Ew. anyway so amie how has hungrey jacks been. i mean have you started? oh what else did i have to say....i forgot...is anyone looking forward to GREEN DAY i mean HELLO! i cant believe what time it starts . that is so early. luckily for me i swaped shifts with someone so now i have a morning shift!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anywayz i guess im have forgotten everything i was suppose to say but yeah chow p.s how good was HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!!!!!!!! i went and saw it again with the chickys frokm work....so good even the second time. oh and look at my mood! Current Mood:  nerdy |
| Sunday, November 6th, 2005 |
| 7:31 pm |
amie what are you talking about......next yr about everybody leaving u.......we will still see you........... Current Mood: happy |
| Wednesday, October 26th, 2005 |
| 3:11 pm |
well today i got my photos developed from graduation and only 15 worked out of 24 which im a bit upset about but its all good cause the best photos worked out. my fav is when i was showing my earrings and mel took the photo and the lady rolled her eyes(remember mel)haha stupid lady anyway thats my fav photo its cool......ill bring my photos on friday oh and amie you left your top at my house so ill bring that on friday aswell....so im like not even half ready for the exams i dont think anyway i mean i feel like theres nothing i can do left to study cause i either try and it dosnt work or it just dosnt work....anyway oh mel i need to talk to you about taking a year off cause i dont no if im going to anymore cause i have been so bored this week and im supposed to be studying so that dosnt really say much does it.anyway catcha.... Current Mood: chipper |
| Monday, October 3rd, 2005 |
| 6:40 pm |
well today was a shit day im like in this angrey mood im so angrey ..it started with actually arriving at school because school sux and then i had pains all day and then i came home and mum had already been shopping but i needed stuff like pads and a birthday card and then mum buys this shit birthday card and then she decides we are havin take away and im like cool cause we havnt had it in ages because we have become a no take away house any way and then she tells me we are having fish and chips and i didnt want fish and chips and she said well to bad and i really didnt feel like them so she went and got her stupid fish and chips and im sitting here with no tea and im angrey and upset and its not because of tea its because today was a shit day and everything on top of everything is making me angrey. im so frigin pissed................................ Current Mood: grumpy |
| Thursday, September 22nd, 2005 |
| 4:54 pm |
well to reply to you amie i so cant wait for simple plna and green day ow cool.................and like mel said i cant believe these are our last school hlidays ever..............:-( im kinda gunna miss being this age...oh and amie you have to let me no when good charlotte are coming out cause i want to go see them...ok......but abyway betta go xoxo Current Mood: content |
| Monday, August 1st, 2005 |
| 5:27 pm |
exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suck major
This is not an entry that i would usually succumb to, but today i will make an exemption. Please read the following: well today was, well a day i can class as the start of a series of bad days, which have yet to come.I am talking about the results, of not only the exam result i received today, but also of the future results of my year 12 exams. Today i received a D+ for my mid-term psychology exam.I was not only disappointed in myself but also in the effort i put in to receive this undeserving mark. I believe in all fairness that a D+ is a very unsatisfying result a person could receive. why is it that i received this mark? That is the question hovering over me.I believe the answer is waiting out there somewhere,i just have to find it. Well that is enough of the complaining attitude you have just read.... i will now talk about everything that is on my mind. Lets start with the frustration and anger that is stirring inside of me now.I am angry at everything that is possible, so that would turn out to be quite alot of things. For instance as you have previously read my D+ result,and well there is nothing else but school, which is what is always on my mind, and the goal to succeed. I believe that success is waiting around the corner for everyone....its just a matter of whether they get to that corner in time for exams, or whether they get to the corner in 5 years time. No matter what, you will get to that corner one day.......But not knowing when that day is, can be very exhausting. I, Lee, personally want to congratulate Mel, Amie and Andreea on their terrific mark they obtained in their mid-term psychology exam. Once again, congratulations. Current Mood:  melancholy |
| Friday, July 29th, 2005 |
| 5:44 pm |
well today i got my hair cut and it sux.............i hate it i want my long hair back.......i missi it.next time im going to listen to you guys and im going to not get my hair cut........the lady cut way to much off i didnt think it was going to be this short ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg so yh well Current Mood: pissed off |
| Thursday, July 21st, 2005 |
| 5:44 pm |
freaked out
nobody really understands how scared i was today.......i was s o scared of that teacher. its like i dont no how to explain it...and he prob might not of been looking at me but it did look like it...... i am seriously petrified of this teacher i seriously am.... Current Mood: scared |
| Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005 |
| 4:52 pm |
well today i went to get my mum some jeans and i found this really cute jacket , it is so cool and also i got this other jacket which i am going to wear on friday so you will be able to see it but this other green jacket is so cool it like goes to my knees its like one of those long jackets and its cool have i said that already but yeah well thats my excitement for today.... Current Mood: cheerful |
| Friday, June 17th, 2005 |
| 9:57 pm |
well i have noticed that when i listen to music i seem to think about things more case it like takes you away and your like in another world....ok i know that sounds dumb but seriously i have been thinking alot about everything and alot about my stupid little crush on macca.................................. im just a stupid little girl who needs her head checked and also i should be realistic(like thats ever gunna happen) but anyway i sitting here listening to music and thinking which is what i always seem to do when i write on here... but yeah i m,istening to foo fighters (amie) love that song..........you know i just want to.......... i dont know hwat to do i hate going to outdoor caus ei see him and i hate going to the gym (sometimes) cause i see him... i dont know stupid stupid stupid.......... Current Mood: confused |
| 9:36 pm |
hey dude do you think maybe your parents out something on the computer???????????????????????????????? ?????????????? i dunno why it would be doing it . i dont understand what you mean when you say parent thing anyay |
| 6:03 pm |
well im like so bored right now,im liek so tired and over school right now and im over the work and im really looking forward to the very much needed break.........SCHOOOL HOLIDAYS yay. i have a sac next week so not cool, its a legal sac and its my worst subject and im like wanting to do it next year at uni........damn why dont things work out...........i just wish i was like so smart at legal and then i wouldnt have to worry too much and then it will be good. so yeah i hope you get better mel..................................... ............ i know what you mean amie about feeling like your going to cry cause you fell shit....maybe you should just cry it might make you feel better. but dude do you think maybe it would be a good idea to like talk to someone who can give you advice about your family. it might help......anyway we so are on for the holidays. Current Mood:  tired |
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